February 2012
11 posts
I’m so depressed…. It’s been years since I felt like this.
edoro:
Since I know this is relevant to a number of people following me right now, I’m going to repeat something I’ve said several times in the past.
If you are suffering from some kind of mental disorder, something that impairs your function, like anxiety or depression or dysphoria or anything like that, you’re not a bad person.
You’re not a weak person. You’re not worthless, although I know...
Everytime I think of you I feel as if my heart is going to burst out of my chest.
going to be the douchebag that unfollows everyone...
December 2011
1 post
October 2011
1 post
September 2011
7 posts
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May 2011
1 post
March 2011
8 posts
Anybody want to skype? my boyfriend went out of town and I don’t have any more friends because I only hang out with him so here I am home sitting my parent’s place cause they’re also out of town :(
annddd I’m smoking again :/ after about a year of not smoking, ugh.
be back in less than 10 mins though… gotta go take a quick smoke, lol.
I am so mad.
February 2011
1 post
January 2011
2 posts
I had a pretty great 2010 looking back at it. Some things might have seemed like the end of the world…. like Daniel telling me Diana was pregnant which is why he couldn’t be with me. I think back to that moment in time and oh man, how I wanted to die and disappear. almost brought the suicidalness~ out in me. how i begged and begged that man. for the next few months I did everything I...
October 2010
4 posts
Today is my day off and I wanted to go out with my boyfriend but of course I can’t because I have to take other people’s responsibilities as my own. It makes me so mad. Like I know helping out family is important and I do help out but sometimes it just feels like I’m being used and when I say no they try and blackmail me into doing it and shit. And also, money. I know money is...
September 2010
7 posts
begging is not something I thought I would do again….
today is David’s birthday.
I finally set up my online banking (with his help).
I talked to so many south africans today that I forgot what an American sounds like, lol.
It rained.
I’m eating starbursts.
I drank a red bull this morning.
August 2010
2 posts
July 2010
2 posts
Happy Birthday Harry James Potter.
americanslang:
-chocolatesandcigarettes:
wildheiress:
500daysofkissingmypillow:
“The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord will be born as the seventh month dies.”, from Sibyl Trelawney’s Prophecy.
And of course, Happy Birthday too, Neville Longbottom.
hey party peopleee
update on my life, I guess. I’ve just been chillin illin. Been busy working a full time job, mon-fri so most of my time is spent at good ol’ Mannatech. I don’t really go out that much anymore. Rarely drink and get drunk. Whaaaaaat. Crazy. Remember when I used to drink like every day & get drunk every weekend? good times. I spend most of my free time with my new boyfriend....
June 2010
7 posts
Happy birthday, David.
It’s been exactly five years since we spoke.
Yeah, I haven’t been up to much. Working, chillin illin, talking, making friends, etc.
Work is good, I enjoy it and I like my co-workers. I don’t know what to say really. I’m not very interesting. I’m eating Chick-fil-a and waiting for a call from a doucher. Hit my knee earlier on the table, yelled out in pain. Wearing a purple dress. What’s up with you?